machine breaking down noises /// cw family

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i think im going crazy i posted smth on my tumblr about how living at my house with my family is some form of psychological horror but it's true IT'S TRUE!!! i'm like. being tortured left and right by being forced to act like the household messenger/peacemaker/therapist i feel like a little lab rat and i can't even escape this is true madness btw like??? my parents have manipulation tactics that are out of this world i think god should be extra nice to me or else we will be meeting very soon